second night in a row I woke from a dream this time about my other grandma who has passed, Elaine. I woke up sobbing; Or actually my husband woke me to try to console me and reassure me I was only dreaming.
my real mom is back in the hospital. She has heart problems, fluid in her lungs, on her way to kidney failure......
every time she goes, I try to prepare myself for the end. (I can hear Jim Morrison now.... "This is the end")
last night Taylor cried herself to sleep. she told me she doesn't want to loose another grandma.
broke my heart.
my sub conscious is really bugging me right now.
But, time moves on, life moves on.
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