Last Saturday evening my moms best friend was talking about her last conversation with her on the phone.
It was the last conversation my mom ever had.
She told me my mom said " I wish I could find a way out of this." Hearing that broke my heart, and also reminded me I heard her say that into the phone.... but had blocked it out until the story was retold to me.
Now it is all I can hear. In my days as I push through life.... in the quiet of the night instead of sleep.
The confirmation that my mother did not want to die.... was not ready to die.... is killing me.
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