Tuesday, September 8, 2015

pounds of me on that little blog No one reads...

I have spent the better half of the last 24 months trying to squeeze myself back into my former 160 lbs box.
Right now I'm starting to feel like all of that is a bunch of complete bullshit.
I keep seeing all these extremely brave plus size girls come into their own by embracing their bodies..
Cannot help but think how brave they all are...
Listening to fat girl walking today, and she was talking about a project she did where she had sex with her husband everyday for a year to get herself comfortable with her own body. What a revolutionary concept! Not sure I could pull that project off.....
But I saw another one today from yoursmeley that I can try.
Lord knows I need to start somewhere,  absolutely no sense in waiting anymore time to like myself more and loathe myself less.....

215 pounds of......
Me as I am
A mother and wife
A friend
A soul
36 years of living and learning
Stretch marks that tell a story
Sacrifice and lack thereof
Love.