Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Are we there yet?

So after what seems like an eternity I decided to come back here for inspiration.

I am thinking about starting back up on my professional blog

www.love-is-beauty.com again, I really do not know why I made excuses to fall to the wayside.

In addition, I am also considering another professional project with a friend.

I often ask myself why I decide to pile up the wish list projects in order to fill my deep well of a soul.... and why I always give up on myself, or grow weary of the do list to get to things...

I think it all boils deep down to belief in myself and better time management skills! HA!

Everyday of my life feels as though it ought to be at least six hours longer (says the girl who loves sleep and took a two hour nap today!)

I have too many projects I want started, too many classes I want to take, too many places I want to go, and too much stuff I just really NEED to do.

Ironically what I am doing is low, low, low on the list.  It's a funny thing to do what is needed to survive, yet feel completely compelled to identify yourself as the profession.

There is something about what I do that just sucks me in, has a grip on my soul.

And then there is that awesome thing called money. yeah that has me too. Wouldn't it just be so amazing to give money the finger and live free and clear?

Live solely on your desires and your passions. Breathe in life, breathe in love, and just live, live, live?

That's the dream.... now on to the drawing board. the question is can I get there?